I am "laissez faire"...

I went to the shooting range a while back with Jan. It's fun to shoot guns...in a safe environment, when no one's shooting back at you...he he he

Finally went running tonight...4-miler...well almost... 3.5, but still. It was a good run. I'm hoping to run again in the AM, coupled with a workout. I'll be crossing my fingers for that one...

I haven't been as busy as usual lately, not that I mind it so much. But the off season for Tuesday league and the lack of extra-cirriculars has totally thrown me off. I haven't been running or working out as much as usual either. Erego, I'm left alone w/ my thoughts, and your...correction, my thoughts can really get away from you...correction, me. Couple that with the fact that I'm always up, I guess that's not the best combo. I've been thinking about my life lately and where I am in it. I've considered the possibility of moving lately too, like away away, either up north or something, but I definitely need to get my finances in order prior to any putting plans into action. I guess I'm just ansy lately. I wish I slept as much as my other friends do...I have to admit, I get jealous about that sometimes. But me and GOING to sleep are just not a good match. Once I'm asleep, I'm asleep...but getting there, that's another story. See what happens when you just think? Your brain completely poops out and you ramble as I'm rambling right now...it's almost like a drunk post.

...of technology and communication
If you were to ask, I'm one of the biggest proponents of techonology and communication; of social networks and all that's involved. I'm on AIM all the time, FB from my phone, and I'm on e-mail practically 24-7. As much as I love all these communicato gadgets and tools, I think it's as much of a curse as it is a blessing. We rely too much on electronic give and take exchanges and we don't really talk anymore. I guess I'm just old school. I like seeing my friends in the flesh and expressing myself via voice. But hey, it's the world we live in...and we have to adapt. I wonder what's next, constant video chat so we never have to leave the comforts of our own devices?

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Our failures are a testament of all the times we at least put ourselves out there...
-that's mine! :)